chapter 22 still nothing

He still isn't here.  I know I told him to take his time but it has been a long time, too long.  I really need him in my life.  I want him more than I want the air I breathe.  Something tells me its going to be a long time before he comes back.  Where are you Victor? What have you done with my heart? Everything pain that I have felt in my life I know realize will never match up to the pain I feel right now.  So what shall I do until my man returns?  Shall I weep? Shall I dance? Shall I mourn? no no no..... I shall wait some more until the day comes that I will meet you again my dear Victor.