When will the pain end? Chapter 7-9

  What am I supposed to do now? William is gone and never to return. He is murdered.  Its all my fault. I did this.  I should have told him to stay inside or something of that matter. No matter how much I cry or how much I think about him he's never coming back.  If mother were here Victor would be here and so would William but she isn't and since she had to take care of me she is dead.
   Everything that has been bad in this family has always been my fault.  I am the cause of it all.  I don't belong here.  I bet this would be a happy family without me and mother would still be alive, Victor would be here, and William would still be alive. Oh the HORROR of it all!! What will I do without my little William??
    Victor returned after receiving my father's letter.  The murder suspect is Justine but everyone in the family knows that she would never kill William. But everyone in town suspects her because she had the locket of mothers that William was supposed to have.  On the trial day I watched as every tormented her and acted as if she were a monster.  I knew that she could never do anything to harm another human being.  So I went on the witness stand to try and rest my case.
    I told everyone that Justine was practically a member of the family. She was with William all of the time, playing and taken care of him. I also said that never once was she mean or rude to the family or William in particular, Justine was the most caring person that I knew.
    However, Justine could not take anymore of the torture and decided to "confess".  She didn't really kill him she just couldn't take this anymore and decided death was easier.  Justine was to be hanged.  I can't think of anymore worse things that could happen.  William's killer was still out there and Justine was having to take the blame for it.  How cruel man could be.
    Justine died.  I don't know if I can take anymore of this.  I really hope that there's no more bad fortune in store for this family.  Nothing seemed to have a light in it anymore. Everything has just gone dark and cruel.